Autobiographical history - " The Jewish outsider "!

At all my birth on September, 25th, 1972, was already a gift, but not to me or my parents......, as you likely have thought, and to my brother as I had imprudence to be born with it in one day, with a difference in 4 year. As initiator and the senior brother it has named me, Sasha (Alexandr)!
And so I became Alexander living in the USSR, republic Uzbekistan, the city of Tashkent.
Being born in educated to the Jewish family, the daddy " the engineer - 150 ", mum the teacher (I do not remember the sum, but I think no more!), I have learned, that I the Jew, years in eight when one class-mate has called me......"the jew flutter"! Having come home after school, I here have asked mum, that it is designated also by it with " the Jewish sense of humour " has answered, that this the same most, as "Jew", only it is a pity, and has explained to me, That I it also am, therefore to take offence it is not necessary, and necessary to be above it. Under a word "above", mum meant - to be cleverer, (good) breeding, but not as is stronger! I was not offended at all with a word "jew", but "flutter"!!! I and my family did not gather anywhere "flutter" and especially to move (ah as I am naive, and my parents are short-sighted)!
Since that moment my fine, pink world has collapsed on unfair, unequal parts. I have understood why the some people class-mate did not communicate with me, and the some people looked looked at me with is high and with mistrust.
Jews did not accept me, - " is too similar On Russian"!
Russian did not accept: " the Surname is not clear-Jewish! " Uzbeks did not accept: " Thought, russian that.....! "!
To me it was easier with Korean and Tatars (them, for some reason, too did not love, because of quantity of money... Probably!) My parents have not explained to me, what I have honour to belong to " the God to the selected people ", and here to my "friends", have for certain told it about this " the Jewish impudence " - " So to name itself "? What is is paradoxical how who in our environment did not trust in the God, Also we were brought up, in a is identical-atheistic, Soviet society!
Here and has begun, since 8 years, my struggle against the world of nationalism,
And sometimes and frank - fascism, in different, it, displays and layers of a society!

It is not finished.... Continuation follows...... (from the author)

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